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ALVIN LAM (:
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You Belong To Me - Grey Holiday
Monday, February 4, 2008, 12:48 AM
I'm feeling so shitty and bad man. We had a time trial in the evening at mac ritchie and I did a really stupid and lousy time . I started training with Yun Feng and Weiqiang almost the same time and they're like doing very well now but i'm still stuck. If it's like 1 or 2 times then it's fine, but it happened a lot of times . a lot of times. Even Jian Rui , he came to join us not long ago and he had beaten too. After the time trial, Mr ram kept on repeating about jian rui winning me and seriously i was feeling very very bad.. The 2nd bad news came just now , Mr ram called me and told me that if i still don't perform again, i will get kick out of the team. From his voice i can tell that he's not joking with me or something.. I really don't know what's happening to me , i trained more than the rest but still i'm so lousy. i guess maybe that's just my standard . i'm just so tired...
life seems so wrong recently..everything is going so wrong..